Lately its been really hard for me to get any sleep. I’m not complaining about it but because of it i have more time to be up and thinking about things. A lot has been running through my mind lately and its kinda hit me where it really counts, in the heart. Maybe its because im scared to drive my car, maybe its because im turning 21 soon, or maybe its because i keep asking myself the same question over and over again…
where is she? where’s that special someone?
let me be honest, im a hopeless romantic and i know ive said that before to many people besides the ones that read my tumblr. I always catch myself wondering what could of been instead of just moving forward with me life.
Atleast i can say im happy when im around the people who mean the most to me. My family is healthy, im back with my CG fam (WOOT!!) and my PASA friends have been by my side since the day i started with the club.
i really hope i can trust myself enough to know everything is going to be okay. i really hope so.
