I’m really not sure why. my day started off as it always does, early and throwing myself out of bed to get ready for work. but as soon as i got there something just felt wrong. i was told i was running my shift for the first 4 hrs of my shift but it ended up being all 8 hrs, which didnt phase me but we had 2 members who were new to the store (one was from a different store and the other was a transfer from SF). i felt really slow when i made smoothies which isnt good at all because its all i need to know how to do. there was only one manager there but were the same age and shes been a manager for about 6 months now so i really could of used someone whose had alot more time under their belt. no one was telling me im doing a good job so i wasnt even sure if i was. the transfer from SF is a good guy but he repeatedly told me “sorry man my bad” because i kept catching him messing up. the guy from another store, right infront of me, picked up his phone! im not a mean guy im reasonable. but infront of me? we could have both gotten introuble and it was only my second shift as a lead. anways, i left the store knowing i had done everything i said id do which is the only thing i felt good about. later that night i hung out with kendrew and nhu and got wingstop. that was definitely needed. once i had gotten home i laid in bed…and i just kinda thought to myself…that something just isn’t right. maybe its me…maybe its work…but theres something i could really use right now to make the world seem alot more manageable.

11:25 am  •  5 February 2012  •  1 note